It was disgusting first few times. Then I had a black man make me swallow him like it or not. And I loved it I love sucking cock and now taking a load completely. And you're right once you're gay it's no problem and I am gay. Love a good load in my ass but now I'll take you down my throat.
There's no going back. Cum is an acquired taste. The first time is almost repulsive but once you are fully gay you will beg for cum. You will need cum. You will love and crave cum.